Sov gott Tina

Nu kan du äntligen få ro och upptäcka sin nya värld!

Idag begravdes min fina Moster Tina.
Känns så...obeskrivligt konstigt... Mamma tog kort och filmade lite efter, och när man såg fotona på henne vid kistan... då tänkte jag, varför e det foton på Tina där? Hon är ju där...som gäst, på begravningen. Det är inte Tina som ligger i den kistan. Hon sitter där brevid alla andra. Det är någon annan de sörjer!!!

Nä, som sagt, kommer jag nog inte förstå förräns jag e i Sverige... kanske inte ens då...Vet inte om jag nånsin kommer förstå....

Saknar dej min vackra moster! Hälsa Moffa!

Rest in Peace

Nu är Moster Tina hos Änglarna.

Fina Moster Tina... jag kommer sakna dej så mycket! Jag kommer sakna alla dina galna historier. Det finns ingen som hade så knasiga berättelser som du att berätta. Du råkade med om de knasigaste situationerna.

Du har lämnat oss alla i stor sorg. Men vi vet att du finns här runt om oss iallafall! Vi vet att du vakar över oss. Presis som Moffa.

Jag vet att du kommit till en bättre plats. Till en ny värld! Tänk var spännande för dej att upptäcka!

Det är upp till oss andra nu att forsätta våra liv, fortsätta skapa nya liv.

Det kommer bli svårt till en början. Men jag vet att du skulle vilja att vi gick vidare, och levde varje dag till fullo. Ta vara på livet man har.

Jag saknar dej, och älskar dej. Fina Moster

Hälsa Moffa. Ge han en stor kram och puss från mej.

Kärlek.

Johanna

 

Ingen ork

Skrev ett halvfärdigt blogg inlägg igår, skulle fortsätta med et idag, men har bara suttit här i soffan och inte gjort nånting. Stirrar ut i luften. Kollar min mejl var 5:e minut av ingen anledning.

Moster Tina ligger i koma nu...

The virus. Will i die?

This... Shwine virus....sure is getting on my nerves.

I've never been the paranoid type. Im never scared to walk alone on the streets at night. I might be a bit naive when i talk to strangers...
But this...Pandemic, that it might develop into is freaking me out!!

What the hell. You just can't watch all these conspiracy movies and not get freaked. And lately, thats what me and hubby has been doing. Lets just say we are very open-minded and like to know whats going on around here. And the media is owned by the most powerful rich people in the world. So i dont trust them. Watch You Tube instead. I tell ya. You get closer to the truth. Or at least, you'll get more information that matters. (you'll be surprised about what big news they dont actually say in TVs news. Instead they talk about Britney Spears and how f*cked up she is (was).
Thats more important of course. Keep humans stupid and ignorant and its easier to control them)

Anyhow.
All of a sudden i find myself washing my hands often. Hardly dont breathe around other people. Use my jacket sleeve when i open doors. And spray my hands with my hand sanitizer thats in my purse. ( I use that ever since David told me how few guys wash their hands after they been to the bathroom and touched their....thing...euh...guys are disgusting!!)

Hell, today i didnt even want to go to school. I especially feared that crowded bus i need to take to school.
Well, i decided to get over my fear and take the bus. A woman sneezed next to me. And i catch myself looking at her with big freaked eyes, like she, well, would have a deadly virus.

Once on the bus. People were more silent. Didnt stand too close to eachother. Nobody talked in fact and hell, that bus is usually LOUD.
One person coughed. Everyone turned their head. I knew what they were thinking. Cause i was thinking the same.

Damn.

Can this be over now? I hate not enjoying life and walking around scared and alert like im gonna die because its.... exhausting.

until next time (if i dont die)
Love from San Francisco

Industrial country problems.

My tail bone is unnaturally big and hurts when i sit for too long.

My bone-balls on my feet are unnaturally big and are in the way sometimes.

Today i found out that i have conjunctivitis and sticky booger like-goo comes out of my eye.

I know. I'm a freak. Life's a bitch.

IMPEACH REINFELDT

Yess.
You might think that's a weird headline, but its true. Or, at least give him...i dont know...A STROKE??!

So, new info 'but my poor uncle. Its because of the stupid government (yes, that pervese-looking guy who actually governs sweden)
So, the new government wants to get eveyone out to work right? The people who are cheating the system etc.
Well, thats great, exept that they're also forcing actual sick people out to work. The insurance cashier (forsakringskassan) had been calling several times and try to puch my uncle out to work!!! He shouldnt be working since he has had problems with shoulders and knees for quite some time now.
Well. obviously That didnt matter. So they puched him so hard=he got so stressed. And here we are now. The result- a stroke.

Please people, dont let these idiots win the next election. They are ruining peoples lives. Vote RED in the next election. More people will get stressed-get strokes, and get their lives ruined.

Swedish people should be as ashamed as american people before Obama was sworn in.
They are finally happy, proud americans now. Will we be proud Swedes?

Next they'll probably call ma mama and force her to work.
Well, dont mess with my mama. Im telling ya that!
IT'LL BE WAAAAR

Sick peoples

And it was monday again. New week, new strength.

Just found out that Uncle Christer had a stroke. Horrible. Sad.
Whats happening to my family? Mama had severe backproblems for years with operations etc, Tina had a brain tumour 2 yrs ago, Nisse died last year of parkinson, and now.....uncle Christer a stroke??
Not only that, its other things that are so god damn dramatic too, breakups and divorces here and there. This is exhausting! WTF!!

I feel so sorry for grandma....she needs to take it easy too! It must be so hard for her. Sick children. Always spending time at the hospital. Mommo is like the most healhty one of all almost. And she's the old one. Well, old doesnt necessarly mean that your'e weak right? Mommo is so strong, so strong....

Anyway, my thoughts are with Uncle Christer, Aunti Ingela, and Cousin Nicklas... Hope everythings turn out good. Hugs of stenghth for u guys!

Kisses::: Boo